pahabol para sa January 09 =)

nde pala ako nakapagblog sa buong january LOL... neway nung jan 20, as you all know was my 21st birthday... im fully legal everywhere!!! yeh lets go LV! neway as usual si PJ bought me the oober nice sweater i was eyeing since like 2 years ago LOLS... swerte ko tlga... =) tapos nung jan 30th was our 1 year together... =) nag movie and dinner lang... sunod sunod kac gastos namen eh kaya tipid muna HAHA malas nya LOLSneway... ill write more nalang pag may more time ako kc im supposed to be doing my journal for my communication class... yes science and communication.. hey they said its important... therefore IT IS IMPORTANT! =)

farewell 2008

grabe daming nangyari this year, although nde ko mareremember lahat ill try my best =) since naging tradition ko na to break down whatever i did for the year =)

• january 30, 2008 of course i cant forget that date
• everything JUNE JHUNKIE =) i love him soooo much
• fights with the boyfriend
• endless dramas with the boyfriend
• sleep over at htown for nicos birthday
• failing everything in orgo 2
• hating chemistry so much
• major slacking in school
• easter @ niagara
• WOODBINE-iin`
• ROADTRIP =)
• meeting his family...
• endless chilling with jen, joy, esong, jneil...
• sushiiii madnessss
• 200 days
• campiing @ guelph
• iza calzado
• countless dates with the boyfriend
• CityTV newscasters
• pj's independence day
• jen's 19th
• kimerald @ eatons
• 300 days
• overnight at esongs for the bday jams
• PJ&Joanne's CHRISTMAS/BOXING DAY
• overnight at my house for the year ender

well most of the stuff if not all, is about me doing something with the boyfriend HAHA... syempre kac speshull bwoii eh =P pero yah... when every one else went off to do their own stuff, he was there for me, through everything, through all my KA-EKEKAN! and now im ready to spend the end of 2008 with him kahet sa phone lang =)

to my girls who never let me down... THANK YOU

HOLIDAY GREETINGS =)

as usual it took me another month till i get to this page again... ive been meaning to write here pero just no time...and yes i still blame the boyfriend for that HAHA... so its almost christmas... and still doesnt feel like it at home... pero when im out... dun ko lang nafefeel na its xmas... oh well... so lately ive been baking soooo much... and I MADE SANSRIVAL! haha and it actually tastes good too! newayz... i dont know what i was gonna say, i seem to have lost my short term memory these days HAHA

neways.. i guess all i can say right now is... HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE =)

COME BACK TOMORROW AND READ THE NEXT LINE....

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

je suis oober boredddddddddddddd and tired and wants to go and have some fun...

hay its been quite sometime na naman since i last wrote here... its not that i dont like writing nemore... may mga stuff lang na ayaw ko masyado ishare...its just cause may mga things na i wanna keep as private as i can... coz parang lately... everywones been saying all these chismis about me... oh well.. ganun tlga... i don’t know why mga tao hates seeing me happy... its like they have this huge conspiracy against me... hay... well... just incase its not obvious.. im bored and im at school trying to do my essay na due on Wednesday i have 500 more words to go till i wrap up... pero wala na ako maisip... i was here since like 11 am this morning and di pa ako tumatayo sa upuan ko and its already 4:15 na d2... oh well... newayz... un lang just wanted to write something na totally no connection sa essay ko =)

I'm trembling inside, and nobody knows it but me

These four walls closing more every day
I'm dying inside,
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
Billion words couldn't say just how I feel

Maybe you'd be here right now but instead...